Wednesday, September 23, 2009


So get this. You all remember 5-0? Well you can imagine my surprise when I received a text message at 2:30 in the morning last night... from HIM!! What?
And-- he 'jokingly' asks if he could stop by! Are you kidding me right now? How can this guy have no respect for the situation. I mean fine. Lets just say he was trying to reconnect. Do you think its best to contact me at 2:30am and joke about coming over? I DONT THINK SO!!
In the end i just asked.. what do you want? He says he was thinking about me and wanted to say hi, but he realizes it wasn't the best time..... ya think??
What is it? I mean, they always come crawling back. The question is: Is 5-0 trying to get back into my life or was a just a number he saved in his little black book. Time will tell I suppose.
Stay tuned.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

It is a Small World After All...

Seriously... what are the odds. This guy messages me on match. He is cute, and I look at his profile and see he is a firefighter... not bad, right? We start emailing, chatting about LAFD...

Come to find out he was in the same academy class as my dear brother. Of course I immediately text my brother and his fiance to get the dirt.. and the dirt is..

They like the guy. They both are totally for it. In fact. My brother fiance even wanted to set us up back in the day when they were in the academy. CRAZY.

So we'll see, this guy definitly has his shit together but seems to be a lil shy... stay tuned

Thursday, September 3, 2009

That last of its species

So... this is how it feels to be caught between a rock and a hard place. And guess what, because I'm such a fan of metaphors, i'll expand on this.

The rock, without a doubt, is Superhero Gangster. He is solid (as a rock) and if I could build the perfect guy for me in my head, he would come very close to that. I absolutely think he and I could go the distance. There's one problem though, he doesn't want a girlfriend. So... that's kind of a big deal actually. And, I can't seduce him with my awesome make-out skills because he's such a damn gentleman that he won't do anything physical with me because he doesn't want to date anyone right now. Hmmm... so true gentleman still exist. I thought they were extinct. Maybe he's the last of his species.

So, as I'm sure you're all asking, who is the hard place. Oh, it's none other than Nomad. That kid has been back for a month and he's already so into me that it's ALMOST surprising. He's so hungry for a relationship it's fairly terrifying. And I can't, in all good consciousness, be his girlfriend. There are many reasons, and a t the top of them is the aforementioned rock. I'm not used to having one foot in the pool and one out. When I do something I do it whole-heartedly. I'm not in this with Nomad with my whole heart, and I have told him that I have massive doubts about us. That's why I have squashed him calling me his girlfriend. It ain't going that way unless I say it does. He is no longer in charge of my happiness.

This should be a shit-fest in no time, so stay tuned.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Quite Frankly, Im not in the Mood!

Sadly, I have to admit. I think im done with Solid Gold. I just dont get excited. And, really, I dont think he is either. I think it was a good idea.. but we just didnt click that way.

I dont know if it's cause of all the craziness at my job or what. But I am just not in the mood to date. The idea makes me want to take a nap. Match is a bust... there is like no one on there.
Why do I bother....

In other news, they have began filming the sex and the city sequel and I am STOKED!