Yup! Sadly my adventures with Beard came to an abrupt end this week. Truth be told, if he hadn't said something now, it would have been me in about a week or so. I suppose the idea of spending New Years with a 'significant other' was pulling me through.
The honest truth is that we didn't seem to 'click' anymore. Don't get me wrong I loved spending time with the guy and he is an amazing person with many qualities I look for in a man, but I guess sometimes, it just isn't there. I can't really explain it, but I wish that something was there. The first few weeks were amazing, beyond amazing, and then.... i don't know, i guess something changed. I don't think I ever really felt comfortable with him, and I was never able to really open up, and be my goofy self. But I guess that takes time. Time that beard apparently didn't have to waste. Sometimes I wonder if its just bad timing. I RARELY find a guy that fits so well into my idea of a 'man friend' and seems to fit well with my ideas, interest, spirituality even, so it's quite sad.
Apparently I wasn't the only one who saw it coming. Friends told me afterwards they noticed a lack of excitement lately. The only bone I have to pick is that the guy could have said something a bit sooner than the night before we had planned to spend the day at Disneyland. Rather rude if you ask me.
Anyway! Hello 2010! Bring on the frogs!
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